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DArtagnan
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I can't speak for others - but hate is certainly too strong a word, even at the worst of times for my part.
That said, I think if I *hate* something, it's the simple fact that mainstream gaming dominates. Not because I think casual gamers are "less worthy" - but because I think serving their needs almost exclusively is very unfortunate - and not actually what (most) developers would want to do, if the reality of the industry didn't force their hand.
I loathe money as THE goal and materialism in general - because I firmly believe it's one of the core problems of our entire race and world society.
Now, that might sound "out there" when talking about this "hate" - but it's necessary to understand the background for the kind of feeling I'm talking about.
Looking at Bethesda, I see a lot of decent/normal people. They have the means, and they have ambitious goals. I don't think they're particularly competent - but they're certainly doing stuff that very few others are doing. When you put together dozens - if not hundreds - of people with a ton of experience doing a few things, and you hand them all the resources they need - I actually EXPECT greatness. Anything less is just not too impressive, from my point of view. So, I can't exactly "love" them either.
So, I simply look at the end-result without any kind of hatred on a personal level. Since I do care a great deal about the human mind and how it works, I can't help but analyze the prominent figures - like Todd Howard - but it's not about any kind of dislike. It's simply about me wanting to understand how he arrives at the decisions, and where I differ from him in terms of what will make the best game vs the best product.
Unfortunately, I can't help but think about games in terms of POTENTIAL. The TES games are among those with the MOST potential. That's why I truly dislike - or even hate - when they're developed with money/popularity in mind. Not because I don't understand it - and not because I blame the people involved. I hate it because I don't think the world needs to be like that. So it stems from something much higher - and it has almost nothing to do with Bethesda and their games. It's just another example of how beauty/art/benefit gets distorted based on greed and materialism.
That said, I think if I *hate* something, it's the simple fact that mainstream gaming dominates. Not because I think casual gamers are "less worthy" - but because I think serving their needs almost exclusively is very unfortunate - and not actually what (most) developers would want to do, if the reality of the industry didn't force their hand.
I loathe money as THE goal and materialism in general - because I firmly believe it's one of the core problems of our entire race and world society.
Now, that might sound "out there" when talking about this "hate" - but it's necessary to understand the background for the kind of feeling I'm talking about.
Looking at Bethesda, I see a lot of decent/normal people. They have the means, and they have ambitious goals. I don't think they're particularly competent - but they're certainly doing stuff that very few others are doing. When you put together dozens - if not hundreds - of people with a ton of experience doing a few things, and you hand them all the resources they need - I actually EXPECT greatness. Anything less is just not too impressive, from my point of view. So, I can't exactly "love" them either.
So, I simply look at the end-result without any kind of hatred on a personal level. Since I do care a great deal about the human mind and how it works, I can't help but analyze the prominent figures - like Todd Howard - but it's not about any kind of dislike. It's simply about me wanting to understand how he arrives at the decisions, and where I differ from him in terms of what will make the best game vs the best product.
Unfortunately, I can't help but think about games in terms of POTENTIAL. The TES games are among those with the MOST potential. That's why I truly dislike - or even hate - when they're developed with money/popularity in mind. Not because I don't understand it - and not because I blame the people involved. I hate it because I don't think the world needs to be like that. So it stems from something much higher - and it has almost nothing to do with Bethesda and their games. It's just another example of how beauty/art/benefit gets distorted based on greed and materialism.