I will try to put things on a more strict schedule, once I have more time available. I'm going to start by "forcing" myself to work x amount of hours every day - and a schedule will follow, once things are a little clearer, I suspect.
That said, I had a conversation with my boss yesterday - which is a new boss that I got ~3 months ago.
I never bullshit or put on a facade, so I was pretty open about wanting to do this project in some way - and he was surprisingly accomodating. Apparently, he likes me and my performance - and it seems he's willing to make a few compromises in terms of giving me a day or two a week where I work from home, and things like that.
I also explained to him that I would need a raise if he wanted (even) better performance, because I don't agree with the general perception around here that such things always go just one way.
He was open to that as well
So…. it's tough. But I really don't see myself making a full game if I have to concentrate on a job.
Dipping your toes in this way might be better. This way you still have something to fall back on should you decide it's not your thing.
Let me know if you need play testing! Or even just bug testing.