I am of two minds when it comes to posts like this one. It's good that people are engaged in science, and spend time thinking about, like here, the universe. On the other hand, without the mathematics, there's no foundation for what you write and thus it's little more than speculations.
So, while you clearly know a thing or two about cosmology, which is good, I can't see how your speculations can be discussed as more than unqualified guessing. Like it would also be if I came up with a "theory" (which I don't).
I don't want to discourage you, and maybe I shouldn't have written this. Maybe you should read a bit more. I recommend the book "The road to reality" (2004) by Roger Penrose, which is a thorough presentation on modern physics, and also thoroughly presents the mathematics involved (which may make it a bit difficult, and boring for people not interested in math). It's a bit old, still there is lots of useful stuff in there.
pibbur who is reading it at the moment.
PS. I think your English is no worse than mine. Don't know if that is any "comfort". DS.